01/22/20

Well this is a day I can say I have learned a lot. I need to learn to have more patients. Make time for things that matter and prioritize the important stuff. I really don’t like clichés, however sometimes they just fit. Everything does happen for a reason. I don’t always understand why things happen. But I try to have faith that it will all work out for the best. And honestly, most of the time it does. Don’t make choices to make everyone else happy. You are never going to make everyone happy. Do what is best for you. If they really care they will be besides you no matter what, but you might have to give them time.

I got a chance to watch “Benjamin Button” today for the first time. I knew very little about the movie before watching it. I really got a lot out of watching the life experiences and hardship that he went through. Life goes by so fast. If you’re not happy with where you are at… change it. You are in control. Don't look back thinking I wish I would have...

I don’t know how or why but I do have another interview coming up that was kind of unexpected and I’m excited about it. Tonight got late a lot faster than I realized. I spent a lot of time with my baby tonight and I am so glad I got the opportunity too. Time flys when your having fun. I don’t have much more to say at the moment. I hope everyone had a good day and was able to do something to better themselves today. That’s one of the important things on a daily basis. If you’re not moving forwards your moving backwards.

1/21/20 Smiles

hey... Honestly its really hard to do this but the best thing I can come up with is to take one day at a time.

Its been a really long day and alot has happened that was quite unexpecting. I cant really complain. Make sure you apoligize to the people you have hurt and ask for forgiveness for the rest. Please please please, stop beating yourself up. Theres a difference from the person that does something wrong and repents and someone that just does not care. If you believe in a higher power. Pray.

Today i got to hang out with my little pumpkin head Payton. Got puked on but it still made my day. Melatonin is finally kicking in....

Today... 1/20/20

Trying to figure out what this day is supposed to do for me. Everyday day should be meaningful. Everyday you should accomplish something no matter how big or small. I did however get a pretty good job lined up that should be make my life a little bit easier, long term speaking. Still having issues with some personal things in my life which i will discuss at a later time. Still to tender to go into grave detail about it. Lets just say its hard to move on.